I thought about not posting today just for the sheer luxury of it, but my heart just isn’t feeling defiant right now. I’m kind of mired in a mild anxiety attack – I’m seriously stressing out about a bunch of stupid little things, and it is balls:

• Got Craft is on Sunday, and I’ve done nothing to prepare
• I’m waiting for a bunch of things to come in the mail and they’re taking their sweet ass time getting here
• My friend Chris is staying with us for a week and I’m worried he will be bored

I think the crafting thing is the biggest issue – I am utterly unmotivated to make anything, and that sucks. When I get home from work, all I want to do is nothing at all – the thought of hauling out my gear and making stuff is just not something I want to do. Tonight should help; I’m going over to Heather’s house and bringing some things to work on. She invited a bunch of us over to watch the ANTM finale, which I could not possibly care less about – but I think I need to get outside of the house, and spending time with awesome people will do that nicely. I usually craft while watching TV, but I haven’t been able to get in front of it for some time now (nor have I really tried, to be honest) so I am counting on tonight to be productive and good for multiple reasons. If I can crank out some product, I will be much less stressed about Sunday – but really, I will be glad when it is Monday.