break it down

Things that completely and totally break my brain:

  • Being denied a pug
  • Evidence that Sasha was not getting better
  • Spending 4 days in close quarters with my mother
  • Financing issues

There’s a (supposedly small) hiccup with the bank, and our mortgage is not yet approved for financing. Our conditions expire tomorrow, and apparently the bank wants to do an appraisal of the building before they decide. I’ve been told by Ed, our realtor AND our mortgage guy that this isn’t anything worrisome or a repeat of last time, but that does little to assail my fears: I’m convinced they’re going to find a reason to deny our request again, and that we’re fucked. The thought of this broke my brain last night, and on the way home from work I had a full-on crying freak out. It was awesome. Ed had pull over for some reason, and I just sat in the car and cried and cried and cried.

I’m getting used to limbo. Perhaps I should set up a cot.

If the banks decide to pass, I don’t know what we’re going to do. We’ve already given notice at our apartment building, not to mention the packing we’ve already done.

Everything is sucks.

9 thoughts on “break it down

  1. *hugs* They’re right, it’s not the same, and everything will be totally fine!!! :-D Hug the kitties and try not to stress out. *ha – I should take my own assvice somedays*

  2. Wow… that sounds extremely familiar to my experience… Ask Chris about it. 2 hours before subjects were to be removed, and CMHC was balking at the price I paid for the unit. Boxes packed, notice given, and mortgage not certain.

    I removed subjects despite the nightmare, and thankfully, it worked out. (I had to pay the difference between what CMHC / appraisal came in at and my asking price on top of the down payment, but thankfully, that was only another $12K.

    Did MJ try for an extension on your subjects?

    Sending you tonnes of virtual hugs. Things will work out chickie.

  3. I think the word you wanted was allay

    Brave of me to point out, ’cause you’re kinda scary about the whole grammar thing.

    Deep breath, and if it’s meant to happen it will happen. Ultimately, you’ll find the one that’s just right for you and things will go smoothly. It may be this one, or it may be another – better – one.

    • Hah! You’re totally right – the word I DID want was “allay” :) I couldn’t think of it though, and when I looked up “assail” I got:

      1. to attack vigorously or violently; assault.
      2. to attack with arguments, criticism, ridicule, abuse, etc

      .. which actually fits too :D

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